I currently live for Morning

I currently live for morning.

Not for the simple wonder a new day brings.

Not for the quiet that helps me plan my day.

Not for the first magic light hitting the Mountains,  a daily extra gift from a house bought for its ocean view.

Certainly not that first cruel moment, when once again I remember that you are missed.

Not for the ritual of coffee together that has changed to tears shed.

I currently live for morning.

Morning is when the glimpses of beautiful everydays come back.

Boosted by Facebook Memories and photo archives, I search for moments previously lost.

New won't be ours to have, so twinkles of things forgotten are precious.

Old blog posts and #StuffMyGirlSays help to cement tiny moments that could easily slip away.

I worry about the day when nothing new emerges and the glimpses cease.

But for now, I always find something fresh. Threads of you I didn’t know I’d lost.

Threads of you that keep me going.

I currently live for morning.